Thursday, June 12th, 2008
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5:15 pm - keep trying.
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Thursday, June 5th, 2008
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1:52 pm - seriously?
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Wednesday, May 7th, 2008
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3:02 pm
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it's funny how you guys spend all day and night trying to make the rest of the world believe you're so happy. if this was really the case, would you spend all your time trying to figure out ways to get under someone else's skin? crazy people belong together and if you can't be truly happy for yourselves, well than I am more than willing to be happy for you. i mean, it's interesting to hear tidbits of information from friends every once in awhile but i got over it a long time ago ( it HAS been almost 2 years) apparently, i have made a lasting impression on at least one of you and i guess it's making some insecurities surface. well anyway....enjoy your lives together, it's not every day a person finds their soulmate.
furthermore, i wont be using this journal anymore so maybe you can find another way to pass your time, perhaps drowning kittens or clubbing baby seals?
current mood:  optimistic
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Sunday, May 4th, 2008
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3:03 pm - woah nelly
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i feel like im at sensory overload today. just walking home from breakfast was making me want to gouge someones eyes out. i think its because its windy. wind always pisses me off. its worse than rain, in my opinion. at least i made a TON of money last night!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  drained
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Saturday, April 26th, 2008
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1:13 pm - i just realized...
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i know everyone. i may not KNOW them, but i know them. and its boring. is there anyone left in the world who can make me laugh uncontrollably? because lately ive just been rolling my eyes uncontrollably.
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Sunday, December 30th, 2007
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11:59 am - p.s.
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despite what you may think, i really never cared :)
current mood: complacent
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Thursday, December 20th, 2007
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8:32 am - oh yeah
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and i knew you guys couldnt stay away for long. you just love the attention too much.
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Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
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11:27 pm - thanksgiving
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i had the most relaxing and fun holiday in at least 10 years today.
current mood: grateful
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Thursday, November 15th, 2007
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1:47 am - an act of god.
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apparently that is what it is going to take to give this boy the courage to make the first move. but thats ok. im not in a hurry.
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Monday, November 12th, 2007
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4:23 pm - i have done nothing today
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1. Is anyone mad at you? probably
2. When was your last kiss? couple weeks ago
3. Who's the first person you'd call if you won the lottery? mom?
4. Do you have a fish tank in your house? no i have a cat tank
5. What is your ring tone? classic
6. Do you delete people on MySpace when you're mad at them? maybe
7. What color is your pillowcase? leopard
8. Nearest green object ? shirt
9. What color shirt are you wearing? black and white stripes
10. Who do you trust the most? anisah
11. What color is your phone? grey
12. What's on your tv? no t.v.
13. Do you forgive people easily? sometimes
14. What did you do today? not a god damn thing
15. Last person to IM you? anisah and jennifer
16. Last person to comment you? jackie
17. Who do you text the most? kyle
18. Could you find an umbrella in your house if you needed one? yeah
19. Last song you heard? at last by neko case
20. Want any tattoos you dont have? a few
21. Are you wearing a belt? nope
22. Do you play the lottery? no!
23. Last text in your inbox? "your tmobile bill is past due..."
24. Last thing you broke? hella hearts
25. Do you smoke? weed
26. Last present you received? georgia snow globe
27. Anything on you hurt? my ass from sitting on it all day
28. Have you ever been to GoofyAuctions.com? is this spam??
29. Quote something? "our bangs look so good!"
30. Ever do something really awful to someone? maybe
31. Last thing you ate? top ramen
32. Plans for tomorrow? workin' it
33. Anyone in the room with you? Nope
34. Miss anyone? a little
35. Know someone that's lying to you? probably
36. Walmart, Kmart, or Target? target
37. How close did you ever come to getting a nose ring? had my septum pierced
38. Anything you wish you were doing right now? snuggling
39. Talking to anyone right now? maybe. define 'talking to'
40. Last thing you bought? bread
41. Whose birthday is next? kyles
42. Next time you plan on drinking? sometime soon
43. Fondest memory of your childhood? too many. i had a good one
44. What are you compulsive about? hygiene
45. Anything you'd change that happened in the last 2 weeks? nah
46. Markers or crayons? crayons
47. Where's your phone? next to me
48. Do you have any big summer plans for 2008? go places
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3:26 pm - listening to neko case and making shit.
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things i am currently in love with:
neko case
making shit
listening to music all day long
listening to the new britney cd
dance music
dancing to dance music
getting attention from boys
going on dates
not getting groped or pawed at while on said dates
taking it slow
being celibate
all of my friends
joy division
cheap beer
good conversation
making fun of idiots
jamie coming to visit soon
birthday parties
red hair
being a girl
my job
not buying things
not eating sugar
looking hot while running into ex-boyfriends
snappy dressers
rolling joints
smoking joints
my room mates
my room mates cats (even bruce)
really tall shoes
really tall waisted pants
tylenol pm
orange juice
philz coffee
happy couples
fall weather
winter smells
winter layers
MY LIFE!!!!!
current mood:  creative
current music: neko case
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Monday, November 5th, 2007
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9:39 pm - not this week
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Thursday, October 25th, 2007
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12:58 am
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i have this longing right now. i miss someone. and ive tried to tell myself and anyone who will listen how much i hate this person but the truth is, i seriously miss them. the good and the annoying things. but the truth is...the annoying things are what make people interesting. i recently discovered that even though a person can be your idea of perfect, it can be just plain boring. i just wish i had the courage to swallow my pride and fully admit to those closest to me how i felt. i guess im just scared of looking foolish.
on the other hand...i worry that the way i feel is only a result of loneliness. that i don't really miss the person, but just the comfort and familiarity they brought me. and i feel that i have done irreparable damage to their reputation because i have been trying so hard to ignore that i miss them. have you ever been hurt by someone and as a result gone out of your way to villianize them to you friends? for me, its like i feel that if i just keep saying over and over how i hate them and how i never want to see them again than that will magically become the truth. who knows. feelings are complex!
and p.s.
this isn't about 'he who must not be named' ill never miss that asshole.
current mood:  confused
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Thursday, October 18th, 2007
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8:15 pm
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i miss my dad. sometimes you just need dad advice. or just dad talk. or a dad hug. or just a dad to tease you. something.
current mood: depressed
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Monday, October 15th, 2007
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5:59 pm
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i guess i couldnt get used to it. it sounds nice but you just cant force yourself to feel a certain way sometimes.
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Sunday, September 16th, 2007
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6:12 pm - it really blows my mind...
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that even when i tell a person that i hope they pull through a difficult situation and that their loved ones are alright because i understand how much pain and fear comes with seeing a loved one in the hospital, the response i get is roughly 'fuck off, stupid bitch, watch your back.' why is it that some people just can't grow up and act like adults? you would think that during a tough time they would be able to forget about petty bullshit and just take positive energy for what it is.
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Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
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1:04 am
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its easier for me to ignore a person if its mutual. but if they keep pestering me, its like a scab i cant help but pick.
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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
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7:42 am
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Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
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8:09 am
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you feel vapid because you are vapid. get over yourself, bitch.
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Monday, August 20th, 2007
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4:39 pm - gimme.
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